P90X

have you ever tried that workout program!!?
its amazinggg!


i just did the 1-hour stretch!! its beautiful. i feel ALIVE! haha.

except i have no plans :(






anywayy!! i miss lauren. she's been in big bear!! ahhh. its sad.
my little bffl is gone foreverrrrrrrrr. well no. haha. i think shes coming back later today. haha. idk. ill have to read her blog again. i forgot already:)

i dont know what to do other than blog about my mishaps (is that how you spell it?) in life. or my love for my boyfriend<3. or my love for the setting up of Luis and lauren. <3<3<3 :DDDDD
i cant believe she said no. its completely!! insane. they are beautfil together:) and they made out. so what the heck lauren. haha. im more upset at the fact that its not JUST because she wants a little time between her and her last loooooong relationship, but its more about chase telling her that she can't for a month. and that like something about him not being her friend if she does. they are NO LONGER DATING!! he has no control over her (not that he technically did in the first place). but anyway, i think it be really good for her if she just let herself go. give an infinite amount of space between her and chase (and chases family) for awhile. not even as friends. itll only make her think of all the good times and shell be back begging for more. she needs help moving on. but i dont wanna be so fucking annoying whereas she feels the need to push me away.
ive been pretty friendless lately. yes. because i hang with my boyfriend all the time. but its like its too late. and most of them have seperated even before that:/

well...on a happy note im going to see Dear John with my sister tomorrow at 11:15am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLLY!


and then she's driving me to Alexs to go hot tubbing with him , Luis and Lauren!! whoo hoo. my goodie friends. hahaha
and ill hang there til five.
then my dad will have to pick me up and take me and alexis to the LAST 2 bball games of the season. yeahhh. i like football season more. by far. hahahha
because i get to see my boyfriend play:D

then i have to give a rose to one of the basketball players ahaha. thats gonna be funny. buttt i called Malcolm, cause he's my BEEEEEEEEEEST buddy ever!!
hahaha i love him.

over and out...krrrrrr...i repeat: over and out.